I wake up happy most mornings.
The sun streams in through the window, it catches the dust in the air just right so the sun beams dance with magic. The birds are chirping, I can hear the kids’ feet stomping around on the other side of our bedroom door. I stretch. And yawn. Absentmindedly my hand reaches out for my wife. I roll over and lean into her warm, soft, body. She’s fast asleep, her breathing soft and deep. My body just sinks into hers, I begin to want her and in that very moment I am reminded that I am trans. That my body doesn’t have the pieces my mind believes it does, or at the very least should have.
This is the first moment of most days that I remember I’m trans.Read More
MY NAME IS NICK. I’M THAT BIG SCARY TRANSGENDER PERSON YOU’VE BEEN TOLD TO FEAR.Read More
“And now what?” I wonder sometimes.
“Is this it? Am I here? Did I do the thing? Am I happy?” I think so.
As happy as most anyway.
But is happy even really the point?Read More
Last night this kid threw himself down a very high up bike ramp thing towards mounds of dirt he would ride over, with zero preparation. And I let him!
When do you tell people you don't know well that you're trans? Do you just let them notice on their own that you now have a beard?Read More
This Vitamin T as people in the trans world affectionately call it is a fucking beast.
An awesome beast don't get me wrong. Everyday I look in the mirror and am pumped at the changes I see looking back at me but I gotta say guys-- the muscle growth, it's crazy.Read More
I have a moustache now.
Well sort of. It's more like dark peach fuzz. It's slightly embarrassing to look like a teenaged boy. I'm rocking this 14 going on 32 thing hard.Read More